It’s been a while since I’ve updated this little blog of mine, but a lot has happen since the last post. 2019 was not a very kind year. In-mid January, my dad was admitted into the hospital. Unfortunately, he didn’t come home. Exactly one month after being admitted, he passed away in February. My whole entire life felt like it came crashing down – my dad, the only man I have ever loved in my 36 years, was gone. For the first time in my life, it felt like my heart stopped. But of course, because I am who I am, my survival mode kicked in.